How Painful

A HEARTBREAK is so painful that it literally rips your heart out of your chest.
leaving you empty for the rest of your life...

HOPE is another painful word. if this is a positive word for you try changing it with hoping.
It leaves your soul so dry that you feel a drought in your life.

LOVE is an irony.they say that if you are to love you must be ready to be hurt.

And "I" is a melancholy. It is a singular form. Thats it "single". a stage where you cry all by yourself no one to hear your cries, your loud cries!

This is what I feel. For I have found the girl that I will love for the rest of my life....



But she don't love me.....

sad feeling

Prodigal Love

You said that you don't love me anymore
but I don't give-up 'cause I don't want to lose you

You said that your love has gone away
a long long time ago

and it will not come back
for you had enough of me

Please love me again, I'm begging you
I'm down on my knees, I want you to
love me again, could you hold me tight
and tell me that it would be alright

I thought that a girl would only want is
a love for a man, loyalty, security

But I guest I was wrong,'cause
I have done everything I can, gave everything you want
yet it still not enough for you

You're still not happy, you just don't love me

Ako'y Nasasaktan

Bakit ka ganyan? Wala kang pakundangan
sinasaktan mo ako at pinapabayaan
ito ako ngayon laging luhaan
dahil lagi mo na lang akong sinasaktan

Pero heto rin naman ako, ika'y hinahayaan
mahal na mahal kasi kita ng walang hangganan

'di naman ako pwedeng magreklamo
at baka mamaya iwan mo naman ako

Alam kong wala akong magagawa
kundi lagi kang intindihin sa mga
gusto mong gawin,kahit na
nasasaktan mo ang aking damdamin

Sana mahalin mo uli ako
katulad ng dati, dahil lagi lang akong masasaktan
kung ganyan ka na lang palagi

I really really feel lonely....I have nobody anymore..I need her... I desperately need...I love her but she does'nt love me anymore....Hope I'll have a chance on her, for her to love me again...

Globe Unlimitxt Scandal

As of February 2, 2007 I sent a request to GLOBE UNLIMITXT service; but instead of replying me a confirmation that I am successfully registered, they replied to me their new scheme of the new UNLIMITED service.

The exact message was:

“ang GLOBE UNLIMITED SERVICES ay mas exciting na! Para maka-enjoy ng ALL DAY Texting, may UNLITXT: P20/1 day, P40/2 days, P80/4 days. Para sa heavy DAYTIME Texters, may Globe UNLITXTD: P15/1 day, P30/2 days. Para sa walang pagod na NIGHTSHIFT Texters, may UNLITXTN: P10/1 day, P20/2 Days. Para sa sulit na UNLIMITED GHP-GHP Texting + P0.75 to other network may TXTPLUS: P25/1 day, P50/2 days. For more info, text UNLITXT, UNLITXTD, UNLITXTN or TXTPLUS to 2870 for free.”

With the new scheme, GLOBE Telecoms did not only make the process more complicated, but they also increased the cost of the service. The previous UNLIMITED service was certainly cheaper as compared to the new, which would only range From P15/1 day to P25/2 days and P50/5 days. The process was also easier.

By this new scheme, GLOBE Telecoms is clearly taking advantage of their costumers. They took the chance that everyone was somehow dependent to the service and even if they increased the price, the consumers will still surely be patronizing the service because they do not have any choice; especially those costumers that are using their network for a long time.

What is there to be excited in the new scheme of GLOBE? It is not exciting, it is really annoying!

The ironic thing was that GLOBE Telecoms was known to give the best service among other networks. In fact even the other network user’s shifted to GLOBE because of the good testimonies of their subscribers. But now, instead of giving a sense of gratitude to their consumers, because of their greediness they somehow betrayed their loyal costumers.

GLOBE Telecoms did not consider the interest of the great masses. Companies like this should ensure the common good of their fellow citizen and not be the cause of the continuous poverty in our country.

Help!!!!!!!

I thought that all the girls just want love, caring, sweetness and loyalty; but I guest it's noy just that.

I gave my girlfriend all the girl should wanted. I gave up being a man just for her, what ever she says, what ever she ask me to do, I'll do it no question ask.

But it's still not enough for her. Please tell me what should I do?
I will do anythiing, I mean anything for her to love me again just like before, anything except giving her up.

I really really can't let her go. Yeah people told me that I should learn to let go, but I can't and I won't.

Please people I need help! Tell me what to do, help me to make my girl fall for me again!!!

mail me at: butchoy_lj@surimail.com
please I'm begging for help!

Jealousy

Lay down, sit down, here he comes
Relax on, take deep breath, here he comes

Control yourself, control yourself, control yourself, control
Take off your fear, take off your fear, take off your fear, take on

Think of her, make her happy
You are not her man

Let your heart feel the angerness
but don't let it out

just be sad, don't get mad

My jealousy can bring me down
My jealousy can take her away from me
My jealousy

Live on, come on, you'll have your chance

Cool on, stay put, understand

My jealousy can't make her happy